tearsa=lacks vision

in my b&w film photography class we've recently been given a lot of assignments that are weird and require pre-thought. for example, using the whole roll of film to make a picture, double exposure, etc. 

my ability to pre-visualize anything is about zero. plus i can't come up with great concept ideas. mostly, i just shoot and hope it turns out. maybe this is why i have problems.

example--what is this?:

also, i just spilled nail polish on my esc button. crap.